Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Time

So maybe the day's are just getting harder.
Perhaps they are just staying the same,
but it's definitely not any easier.

You can't force someone to love you.
I need to fucking realize this.

It's a harsh reality realizing you'd do just about anything for someone,
and they still wouldn't lift a finger.


(Because this stranger asked)
I'm Lucy;
It's hard for me to forget things that have mattered in the past. I forgive too easily. I sing random songs about random things without a care in the world. I live off of coffee and queso, I'm currently on a diet though so queso is forbidden. Belle and Maya are my little loves and If you don't like them, I won't like you. Justin is pretty cool but he's also expensive and fully belongs to Courtney, I'm just leasing him. You probably can't find my primary tickle spot, nor will I admit to it if you do. I work a lot, but I make bank. I buy expensive things too often, but I love them. I'm currently learning to let go and trust again. My heart is in the process of mending. I fear change. I hate being hated, I love too fiercely for my own good. 98% of the people in my life let me down. I expect promises to be broken. I bend over backwards for those I care about. I love the outdoors. The easiest way to piss me off is to push me in a pool or pull me into the shower and fuck up my hair. I take a lot of baths, and I'm a quoteaholic. Circa Survive is love. I know too much about motorcycles and I have no need for it. Mini Coopers are also love. I make a terrible first impression. I'm stubborn and I'm kind of addicted to pogo. My eating habits are shit. I buy a new phone every two months because I tend to wear them down too quickly. Slow computers really piss me off, and yes I'm a MAC person. I tend to contradict myself. Just because I asked you to leave doesn't mean I want you gone. It's the simple things in life that matter. I make up words with meanings you probably won't understand. I try too hard. I dream of the impossible and talk nonsense while drunk. I've been through a lot but it's only made me a stronger person. I'm extremely ambitious and honestly... I've always believed, even when I deny it.

The paragraph was not meant to flow, just an fyi.

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