I realized quite a bit tonight, and it hit me pretty damn hard. Regardless, I enjoyed getting dolled up, meeting new people, and going to Maria Maria's in a stretch Limo as Andrew's date. (No, not Andrew Garza)
All I want for Christmas is happiness, and not just for moments at a time. I've been doing really well, but it's still not good enough. I've seen the worst side of people far too much this year. I'm sick of not being able to trust anyone. Show me someone real, please.
Monday, December 22, 2008
I'm not suprised...
Posted by endlessnonsense at 2:01 AM
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You know it's hard to say but you know I always try to say the best things without in turn hurting your feelings.
But somehow I know you always want me to be truthful with you.
Michael is an asshole, he always has been just like Zach. When they're nice they are the best things to be around, but when they are dicks they say and do things that just kill the both of us.
You yourself saw me go way fucking downhill, I mean look at me I ate my problems away. I wasn't happy and neither are you.
You want to be with them but you can't, you try try try but you get nowhere Lucy.
I think it's best that you just take some time to yourself and learn about who you are again, not who you are with Michael.
I'm not saying forget him, because I know you never will, but you can move past it as a lesson learned.
I love you!
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